What am I up to?

I'm currently waiting for the water to cool down, so that I can make tortillas! I hope it works this time. I haven't made a great batch yet, so hopefully this time it works! I didn't get on here to talk about tortillas though. There is nothing wrong with getting on here to blog about tortillas, but it's not quite THAT interesting. Unless I mess it up, then it could be. Haha.
Really I'm just wondering, when will this end? How will I get through this? I know I will get through it with Jesus, only with His help will I get through this victoriously. I just wonder, how is He going to get me through it? I have doubts and just don't know. I try to explain what's going on, and it seems to be unexplainable, at least not wholly explainable. I'm a girl, some would say, many things are unexplainable with girls. Am I complaining? You know, the truth is, when I obey Jesus, things really do work out better. And I go ahead with my way, and then sometimes within an hour see the bad results. If I obey the Lord, it's very possible I won't know what He protected me from, but how wonderful He did. I need to obey more. And that's all for now.
God is our refuge and strength,
an ever-present help in trouble.

² Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way
and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea,

³ though its waters roar and foam
and the mountains quake with their surging.
Selah

Psalm 46:1-3

Thank You Jesus! You set me free, help me to stand in that freedom!